I'm sorry I failed you

I know what I have to do. I know that I have to actively root out all the sin in my life and give it up. It's going to be hard and it's going to suck but now I have a goal. I know what I want, I know the kind of life that I want, and I am willing to do anything to have that life.

The past week I have felt so hopeless and so incapable. Today is different, today is the day I start anew.

Love,
Always,
Meredith